ad nauseam

it's almost the end and i feel like quitting. lately, i've been in "quitter" mode. it's sad and pathetic. senioritis is just an excuse for it.

& why am i just starting to get a hang of precal? it just had to be the last three weeks of school for me to understand it!

note: you can't have everything. be content of what you have because if it's not meant for you, then it's not for you. disappointment is hard to accept when you try to be perfect all the time. be real & let it go! & keep on smiling!

18 feels bittersweet.
i can't wait until i register for classes at JU.

american eagle is rubbing on me. to be honest, i really don't shop there. it's more of forever21 and urban outfitters! i do own some hollister & abercrombie stuff but that's when i really think that something they have is cute. i always thought ae had cute stuff, but i never really managed to pick up some of their stuff until yesterday. i do have a purple hoodie from there & i picked up two hoodies for $20! i love off season shopping.

there's so much going on this month! i'm hella last cramming for latin state. i feel horrible. i don't want to let the whole team down! i'm doing this cross-stitching project that i should have started back in february...& now i'm just starting it! not to mention, i still have to study for my category by next thursday! i'm always never on schedule, but i manage to get things done! (this is really bad, btw.)

i'm too excited to go to jacksonville. i know it's not a big deal...but whenever i leave pensacola, it IS a big deal! if you lived in pensacola, trust me, you'd know. i know that i'll miss this town!

i really need a graduation dress. i want something like this:

who'd have known

hmm, i wonder if chloe went back for davis. i bet she probably did because she does have feelings for him. he's ugly. oliver queen is SO FINE. i love smallville!

i need new clothes. & i'm tired of school.
i love the new lily allen album, too!

"never on schedule, but always on time"

i got my NROTC scholarship.
free room & board, free food, free books, free tuition!
JU will cover for my room & board/food, while the Navy will cover books & tuition.
& bright futures is basically useless. (although it will help!)
life is good.
oh boy.

i'm excited to go to jacksonville next week.
then i'll be heading to orlando the week after.
i'm basically last minute slaving for latin state stuff!
help me!