bye xanga!

i'm glad the pieces are slowly falling in place. i'm tired of waiting, and now i'm getting results!

1.) got accepted into UNF (NROTC-accredited school)
2.) "verbally" got my Nursing NROTC scholarship

senior chief told me that the NETC board said that i can "claim" my scholarship. in his words, "99% chance it's yours, they just have to look through [my] papers one more time & verify that everything is correct." i'm praying that everything is correct and legit this time! the scholarship recruiter screwed me over. he apparently didn't get things done.

...and i never thought in a million years that i would committ to this NROTC thing. i always doubted myself and thought i couldn't handle it. "i'm not trading my closet and purses for uniform!" well, i have nothing to lose. if i do get commissioned, then i'm going to buy myself a chanel purse! if everything gets finalized, i will definitely get that marc jacobs tote (;

so, why UNF? well, i thought about it for a while. i really wanted to go to UF, but knowing me, i don't want to weigh in a chance of getting a denial letter. tampa & orlando are full of people from high school, FSU---NEVER, UWF---last resort. & then came jacksonville. i don't know anyone from there, & i personally think that it's untainted because there are not many people from Escambia going there. i mean, college is supposed to be "brand new" and that includes people, too.

i'm still deciding if i should go to UNF or JU. which ever school gives me a better deal, that's the one, & i'll be visiting jacksonville soon to tour both campuses.

a little bit more waiting...then i'll be set!